Tuesday, December 13, 2016

We didn't see this coming....

We're pregnant-----and I just didn't see this coming. For those who know me well, they know my path to being a mommy was filled with years of disappointment, test, anxiety, lots of drugs, doctors being in places they just shouldn't be, and two very weary pregnancies that I never thought would happen. Infertility, fertility docs/drugs, IUI, etc....this were all normal conversation pieces that would be spoke about in my family. So when I took a pregnancy test so that I could re-start some medications I need to take, I never in a million years thought it would be positive. 

Shock, joy, fear it was wrong, more shock, etc. This wasn't supposed to happen. We weren't trying to get pregnant....there were no doctors, needles, test. While I'm so excited about that, I don't know how to be a "normal" pregnant person. I'm used to seeing my doc every two weeks till week 15. Then having scans frequently after 20 weeks. 

Life for us is about to change, and I can't wait. The kids are beyond excited and so are we. This little one is a blessing we weren't expecting, but now that we know I can't imagine life without him or her!